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Learning To Look At Hardships As God’s Blessings In Disguise
May 18, 2023
I confess. A math nerd at heart, I actually enjoy solving a complex algebraic equation. I take comfort in knowing everything on the left side of the equal sign has an equal value to everything on the right side of it. In other words, an equal sign creates balance.
But equal does not always mean same. Both in life and in mathematics, things that look and feel very different can actually have the same value. This is a key lesson I learned during my first few months in Paris, France.
After tearful farewells, I boarded the plane for Paris. I had one suitcase, funds from a cashed 401k account, and a heart full of dreams and expectations. Life had been full in the United States. I naively assumed life in Paris would be the same…except in French.
At first, I was enchanted with the city and my mission. But my enthusiasm soon waned in the face of the many challenges of living in a foreign country:
- While I could easily discuss French literature and grammar structures, a trip to the bakery or grocery store reduced me to tears.
- I found it difficult to read, or even recognize, Scriptures in the French Bible. How could I lead Bible study groups here?
- In the states I enjoyed a professional accounting career. But with my limited French, the best job I could find was to work as an au pair (nanny). I received room and board and the flexibility to enroll in French language classes. However, the new job did not cover all my expenses. Helplessly, I watched as my savings account balance decreased at an alarming rate.
My breaking point came on a rainy day. Walking through the streets of Paris, my last pair of shoes literally fell apart. In desperation, I called my friends in the United States and asked for help. But I didn’t call it “help”- I asked if they could send me some money to buy shoes as an early birthday or Christmas gift.
Gratefully I accepted their gift, which covered much more than a new pair of shoes. But something inside of me shattered. I used to be the one others came to for help-both financial and spiritual. Honestly, it didn’t feel good to be on the receiving end.
I finally shared my discouragement with a wise friend. After listening to my story, she gently replied, “Shirley, you have known what it is to live in plenty. Now God is teaching you how to be content on the other side of the equation.”
At my puzzled expression, she quoted me Philippians 4:12-13:
“I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.” (NIV)
Later, as I poured over this scripture, I wrestled with unbelief. I wondered, Is it even possible to be content when I feel so stripped of everything?
Finally, I simply prayed, Lord, I do not understand how this is possible. How can I be content in this situation? But because your Word says I can, I am deciding to believe You. Please strengthen me so I can learn to be content.
And He did. I came to enjoy being a nanny. I threw myself into my language classes with new enthusiasm, even volunteering to do the first oral report. Immediately following my presentation, a fellow classmate approached me and in her halting French asked, “Are you an American?”
Suppressing my frustration (did my accent always have to give me away?), I smiled and replied, “Yes, I am.”
Her next question took my breath away, “Are you looking for a job?”
Her husband, a high-ranking employee for the Japanese Chamber of Commerce, had requested the United States for his next post. He hired me to teach him American English. Although the hours were part-time, he offered a full-time salary.
With this job came blessings that pushed me once again to the abundant side of the equation. But I never forgot the lessons I learned on the side of living in want. Receiving help from others created a vulnerability in me that led to deeper relationships and a stronger reliance on God.
Ultimately I learned the secret of contentment lies in surrendering our plans to those of God. Believing His plan is best frees us to enjoy the journey.
The Lord has reminded me of this truth many times over the years. Wherever you are in your journey, I pray He does the same for you.
Learning To Look At Hardships As God’s Blessings In Disguise
May 18, 2023
I confess. A math nerd at heart, I actually enjoy solving a complex algebraic equation. I take comfort in knowing everything on the left side of the equal sign has an equal value to everything on the right side of it. In other words, an equal sign creates balance.
But equal does not always mean same. Both in life and in mathematics, things that look and feel very different can actually have the same value. This is a key lesson I learned during my first few months in Paris, France.
After tearful farewells, I boarded the plane for Paris. I had one suitcase, funds from a cashed 401k account, and a heart full of dreams and expectations. Life had been full in the United States. I naively assumed life in Paris would be the same…except in French.
At first, I was enchanted with the city and my mission. But my enthusiasm soon waned in the face of the many challenges of living in a foreign country:
- While I could easily discuss French literature and grammar structures, a trip to the bakery or grocery store reduced me to tears.
- I found it difficult to read, or even recognize, Scriptures in the French Bible. How could I lead Bible study groups here?
- In the states I enjoyed a professional accounting career. But with my limited French, the best job I could find was to work as an au pair (nanny). I received room and board and the flexibility to enroll in French language classes. However, the new job did not cover all my expenses. Helplessly, I watched as my savings account balance decreased at an alarming rate.
My breaking point came on a rainy day. Walking through the streets of Paris, my last pair of shoes literally fell apart. In desperation, I called my friends in the United States and asked for help. But I didn’t call it “help”- I asked if they could send me some money to buy shoes as an early birthday or Christmas gift.
Gratefully I accepted their gift, which covered much more than a new pair of shoes. But something inside of me shattered. I used to be the one others came to for help-both financial and spiritual. Honestly, it didn’t feel good to be on the receiving end.
I finally shared my discouragement with a wise friend. After listening to my story, she gently replied, “Shirley, you have known what it is to live in plenty. Now God is teaching you how to be content on the other side of the equation.”
At my puzzled expression, she quoted me Philippians 4:12-13:
“I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Him who gives me strength.” (NIV)
Later, as I poured over this scripture, I wrestled with unbelief. I wondered, Is it even possible to be content when I feel so stripped of everything?
Finally, I simply prayed, Lord, I do not understand how this is possible. How can I be content in this situation? But because your Word says I can, I am deciding to believe You. Please strengthen me so I can learn to be content.
And He did. I came to enjoy being a nanny. I threw myself into my language classes with new enthusiasm, even volunteering to do the first oral report. Immediately following my presentation, a fellow classmate approached me and in her halting French asked, “Are you an American?”
Suppressing my frustration (did my accent always have to give me away?), I smiled and replied, “Yes, I am.”
Her next question took my breath away, “Are you looking for a job?”
Her husband, a high-ranking employee for the Japanese Chamber of Commerce, had requested the United States for his next post. He hired me to teach him American English. Although the hours were part-time, he offered a full-time salary.
With this job came blessings that pushed me once again to the abundant side of the equation. But I never forgot the lessons I learned on the side of living in want. Receiving help from others created a vulnerability in me that led to deeper relationships and a stronger reliance on God.
Ultimately I learned the secret of contentment lies in surrendering our plans to those of God. Believing His plan is best frees us to enjoy the journey.
The Lord has reminded me of this truth many times over the years. Wherever you are in your journey, I pray He does the same for you.
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